my mom called with not so good news. the dr. confirmed that she
does indeed have ovarian cancer. they found a large tumor..and said
that her ovaries are covered in masses. a hysterectomy will have to
be done, followed up by chemo/radiation. i'm just at a loss.
i didnt know what to say to her. shes my mom. shes supposed
to be invinciable. i mean, i know, thats not true. but come on.
shes only 48. i'm not ready to lose her. i can't remember the last
time i hugged her. or smelled her hair. i just wish i could
be there with her...hold her. cry in her arms. have her cry in mine.
but instead, we are crying on the phone. i just feel so..helpless.
i dont know how to comfort her when i am so afraid of what will
so please, keep her in your thoughts/prayers.
i've been in this weird funk the last few days. i dont know if its
that i knew that bad news was coming or what. i mean, i just
feel off. i even went to the sb expo this weekend..and while i did
get some screamin deals--i just didnt feel like, in the mood. it
was weird. and, not only did i get good deals, but appearantly,
i made it pretty far in a contest i entered. last i heard i made it
to the top 10 for the best of show. but um..yeah. no one seems
to know who won or who was even in charge of deciding who won etc.
so yep. thats fancy schmancy.
anyways, i hope to be in a better mood in a few days :(
here is a layout i did the other day with the scrapologie kit. i know
the pic sucks..but yeah. oh well lol.